I have a new blog!!! A Different Kind of Purple

im just not going to blog here anymore. its too public. ask me for the link to my other blog.

ive been neglecting this blog. i guess there isnt much point to blog anymore cause there is the greatness of the facebook message thread to keep in touch with friends.

i know i say i will start blogging more often, but i just keep forgetting to, and im too lazy to it out.

well, my CLP exams are in two weeks. "hooray". i dont know if i can pull it off, i dont know if i want to pull it off, but ofcourse i have to work my ass off to try and pull it off.

i guess if i dont get through, then i shall decide to step into the working world to pay for my resits, cause i know the guilt will set in if my parents would have to pay for it.

argh. i feel like i have no direction.

Q : " What made you chose law? do you really like it? is it interesting? "
A : " I really actually hate it"

in an ideal world, i would want to do something like graphics design, or learn about computers, or psychology, or BioTech or BioMed or something. But NO, a proffessional degree is essential nowadays if you really want to make it in this godforsaken world. bleargh.

and everyone is coming back at the WRONG time!!! aaaaaaaa!! i wanna meet up with so many people but i CANT!!! cause of stupid exams!! i just want to get them over and done with, then i can step into momentary bliss for about two months, before i fall back into reality and have to work.

i had a dream today while i was taking my nap. it was a really nice dream, and i wish i could just relive it. I was hanging out again with my guy friends from cempaka,Jackson, Sebby, Emir, Nizam,Jibz, Yew Sun, Adam and everyone was there, and it was a really nice reunion, and we were talking and laughing bout old times, everyone was happy and having fun. I really wish it could be relived, but its kinda hard nowadays. Everyone is everywhere, and aside from that, some people change and its different and its not the same. sigh. i wish i can just go back to that dream tho. lol.

its time to stop procrastinaing.

Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not,
baby i know you're only sorry cause you got caught

but you put on quite a show really had me going
but now its time to go, curtains finally closing
that was quite a show, very entertaining

but its over now.

go on and take a bow.

and the award for the best LIAR goes to you

how bout a round of applause, a standing ovation

Take a Bow- Rihanna

"jangan di tunggu, pasti tak akan berlaku, walau ku cinta kamu, biar disimpan, adakan sempadan, aku dan juga dirimu" - Aku dan Kamu, flop poppy

every quote i have been putting up has a meaning behind it.

argh, forbidden love, is the hardest kind of love, for both to feel the same so strongly but are forbidden to be together cause of boundaries.

i feel like i'm heading towards a downward spiral, a never ending one, that wont stop, but it just keeps going and going, pulling you down, further and further. CLP is effed up. So much to do, so little time.

People always ask me, 'So when is your exam?' and I say, 'Mid July', and they reply 'oh still got alot of time lah'. BUT THERE ISNT!!! There really isnt much time left! Its not like how studying in Uni. can be delayed until the month before and you rush through your revision and you can always make it, this is different, the bulk is just so much heavier than Uni. , and there is possibilities you WONT make it, for real even though you study your brains out because of the quota system.

There are already 7000 lawyers in Msia, you think they gonna let a whole lot more come out. Hence the low passing rates.

and I'm finding it so hard to concentrate cause I really rather NOT be a lawyer. Oh well, but i have to, i have to make it through.

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Ive been playing neopets, hence the reason i have not been blogging. Its so addictive. People think neopets are for kids, but it really isnt, yes kids play them, but a whole lot of adults play them too! Its seriously like a neoworld! You need to play games, to get points, to feed your pet, its like going to work, there is even neo stockmarket where you can invest your points, and a whole lot of other things.

Above is a Shoyru, thats my pet, and his name is Herristo! So if you have a neopet, and like to play, feel free to add me and be my neofriend!

I love my Herristo!

its okay to play Neopets!

and if you ask me, why is he blue not purple, its because when i first opened my account, there wasnt a purple one. My account is 7 years old, so my pet is 7 years old. Thank god i could still remember the password. I thought of getting a new pet, that could be purple, but you grow attached to your pet! lol.

im not crazy or retarded! and its just soo cute!

okay. so ive not been blogging for a while. been quite busy. busy busy busy. *sigh*

Anyways, Last Friday.. I got my beautiful Baby..

okay i need to take better angles.

But anyways, its a Myvi which i'm sure most of you know already, and its my Myvi, mine!
I call it mine because its under my name, which is the part i love the most. Ofcourse ill be paying for it in the near future, but for now my parents will be paying for it, but still, i just love the fact that its mine. My very first car! and i promise to cherish it, and keep it clean and take care of it by driving it properly.

Since friday ive been driving it everyday, cause my parents want me to get used to driving before they actually let me off on my own. I think it will be about a month till they let my off. But they already do let me go out, IF one of my friends who is good in driving is in the car, like the other day, Jeff Fa Fa was beside me when we went to Kopitiam.

Speaking of Kopitiam, we have gone there for the past three days. LOL. Everyday.

Last Tuesday was Cal's bday, so we went to Kopitiam, yesterday again we went, and today after dinner we went yet again.

Last Saturday, was Cal's birthday party, and it was wicked fun, since her mom got a Karaoke system, with awesome sound, she had a karaoke party, and it was a blast. Emo songs! But good Emo songs! The night was full of Karaoke, Twister, Taboo, and to finish it off, Wii four people tennis!

most of the other pictures are posted up on her facebook so im not gonna bother to post em uphere.

On her real birthday. which was tuesday as i said above, we thought it would only be right, to celebrate it at our favorite hang out place Kopitiam, oh and RR came along as well.

the Kaya Toast 'Cake'

And.. Today.. we had dinner at Delicious in One Utama, and then we headed off to Kopitiam.

Again.